Joey

2010-03-19T22:01:00.002+08:00

i've grown to love SE more and more:D haha. even practicing doesn't seem that bad although it's still tiring. maybe it's partly because im watching nodame cantabile(: i love the show! chiaki shinichi :DDDD i get inspired to practice since all the people in the show are super pro. besides, i think playing my violin is better than studying in school. so i would much prefer to have se camp than sch. we were just talking about the syf memories from 2007 and 2009. and the joy you get when you hear the announcement of SYF results is just indescribable.
next year will be a hectic year, with SYF, A lvls. but i think if we put in our utmost effort, whatever the outcome, we'll still be very proud of ourselves. i'll probably miss my SE friends VERY MUCH after graduating. haha. all these random thoughts are just floating about in my mind.
the harsh reality i have to face now is that school is reopening in a few days and i have math and chem test. plus some sort of dumb homework that i don't feel like touching. i don't wanna wake up from my fantasy world of watching nodame cantabile, wonderful chiaki:D hehe. this one week of holiday just zoomed pass me. mon-wed: SE camp. fri: SE prac. and i was left with only one day. ONE week isn't a holiday at all. it's too short, almost non-existent. i think the minimum should be 2 weeks or how about a month? (:
sighs. i don't wanna study, i don't wanna go back to school. let us all live in our illusion and fantasy world. then life would be just nice(:
[okay. i have to face it. i shall attempt to do some chem practice and math. ] sobs. im seriously addicted to nodame. CHIAKI = TAMAKI HIROSHI <3 i wish i could play like him.

J.

2010-01-23T11:24:00.002+08:00

so far i haven't found anyone who likes/enjoys senior high life. which goes to show how much it sucks. actually lessons don't end that late for me, my timetable's not horrendous or anything. i guess i just dislike the whole system and way of things. i miss being junior, miss 4L and my lovely bunch of crazy friends:D
well, im quite sure we'll still meet up and have outings! so, i'll just have to move on and look forward. besides, im starting to find great friends in my new class too. haha.
oh and i don't understand why everyone is doing tutorials even before they are taught, and going way ahead of the teachers. weird. it seems like JC1 is a year for mugging. like wth, seriously. and 1 week of school feels like 1 month.
i hope that i'll still have the time to go out and chit chat and stuff. oh i suddenly got reminded of how i posted when i first had a blog, when i was sec1. thinking back, i feel super childish and dumb. just the things i blog about and the way i say it. too bad i don't have the archives for them cos i deleted my blog before. if not i'll probably have a good laugh at all of them. haha:D
we're going to celebrate jane's birthday later in the evening! prawn fishing and stuff. lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE! yay! another person who becomes the same age as me=)

J.

2010-01-18T22:44:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really wonder whether creating this thing called "IP - integrated program" was a wise choice, and whether i made the right decision to join it. of course not having to take o lvls is such a blessing cos you get to skip this whole section of drilling and mugging. but maybe that's what people like me need. some form of drilling? i'm so not gonna be prepared for a lvls. the start of sch/JC just totally reminded me of my fate in less than 2 years. sighs. then again, hopefully everything will turn out fine.
lessons are boring, as usual. learnt nothing. actually, im not looking forward to any subject and im not particularly interested in any of them. so these 2 years will be studying for the sake of studying, what i've actually been doing since i started schooling. okay. as you can obviously tell, once school starts, all the rants start appearing. i shall stop it.
im turning 17 tmr. i feel so freaking old. seventeen 17 is such a BIG BIG BIG number. after sweet 16, every other number is just big. like you're no longer a kid. somehow 16 is still quite kiddo. haha. i don't like it that im always one of the oldest. lol. although you can never tell from my size. =)
i dont' believe myself, but i actually look forward to cca. cos i can see all my great friends and i feel like cca will be very slack. haha. chit chat and blah blah. hopefully relaxing:D
anw, gonna have to face bio and a whole lot of econs tmr. with pe. on my birthday. HOW SAD. all the best to myself!

J.

2010-01-09T12:34:00.002+08:00

School's starting....finally.
i've been rotting away my life for the past whole week. just nothing better to do.
oh and i think im really such a great procrastinator. because i keep on telling myself to call up the music school regarding drum lessons, yet till now, i haven't. sighs. i sent an email to enquire but they're being inefficient and haven't replied me yet.
kinda looking forward to orientation and senior high life. then again, it's sorta mixed feelings cos i really dunno what to expect. well, i hope the first whole week of orientation will be fun:D and the whole getting-to-know-classmates thing.
there's 2K'07 bbq outing at mdm sau's house today. it's been quite long since i've last spoken to many of them. yep. so it's a good chance for a good catch up time.
i've been filling my life with all sorts of drama, drama from last time and drama from now. drama with all sorts of different themes. i wanna watch liar game but currently the subtitles are not working very well, i only have the video without subs. i wish i knew a thousand tongues:) haha

J.

2010-01-05T16:29:00.002+08:00

oh man. im super duper bored these days.
i guess most people have alr started sch. school would be more interesting than rotting at home, but i also don't want lessons and stuff to start. cos once they do, i know i'll have no such break again until after a lvls. cos all my hols will be filled with homework. yeah. im really looking into the future even though i haven't even started jc. lol
boredddddd
what can i do? im totally out of ideas. been watching movies and dramas and facebooking. even been to online shopping websites. sighs. well, i can conclude that boredom leads to sleepiness though. cos im feeling sleepy all the time when i have nothing to do.
i ought to learn a new skill. but like what? speak korean, that's cool! i like scrapbooking, but that's too expensive. oh nvm. isn't much time to learn anything. only one more week left.
oh and come to think of it. im feeling extremely old. extremely extremely old. SAD. cos im turning 17 in 2 weeks. it's SEVENTEEN. freaking old. 17. it's such a big number. away from the secondary sch or sweet sixteen nonsense.
i wonder if the o lvl results are really coming out next week. haha. i really wanna know what i score for my cert which will have 2 subjects. just give me an A for chinese. anw, im not taking chinese anymore=) yay! im done done done with that subject.
just really random. the whole year's gonna repeat itself. chinese new year is coming, then more tests, exams, se concert, more crap.....christmas again! then the new year.

J.

2009-12-29T23:05:00.003+08:00

let's see, it's been way more than a month since i last blogged. i guess those people who occasionally visit my blog have alr lost their patience and will not return again. haha
im simply lazy.
well, many things have gone by. yz camp. perth trip. year end part. christmas.
nothing super duper eventful. even if there is, it's too much to type.
so, the most current and in thing. SENIOR HIGH CLASS ALLOCATIONS.
IM IN 5C44, HOMA.
very contented since im in the same class as tesia:D YAY! i feel so blessed that we can end up in the same class, since all seems so random. shi min's the most poor thing one :( cos jane, clar and ching are in the same class and shi min's by herself. but i believe she'll be fine, since she's so sociable:D
having se camp these few days. it's more fun than normal camps. cos it's quite slack and we practise quite little. which is GOOD!

okay. im feeling lazy to care abt this alr. that's all

J.

2009-11-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

today was bowling and kbox with 3 fabulous friends:D tesia, clarissa and cherise(:
bowled at kallang leisure park. and i really suck at it. only my first game was good. haha. i have no stamina for it cos my hands get all tired and pain from throwing the heavy ball. so at the 3rd game, which was also our last game, my hands were dying alr and so were my scores.
kbox was fun! we sang from 2pm tp 5.30pm! haha. 3 and 1/2 hours straight! i like singing(: but my throat feels a little like dying from all the singing. i really wonder how the professionals do it. i guess they take wonder singing pills or drown themselves with honey everyday.
anyway, i've been spending way way way too much money these few days. im really going broke. i have to stop going out and stop spending money on food. i really need to give myself a budget.
i'm gonna start a brand new year with a budget for myself. a certain amount of savings to work towards and limiting my spendings. if not i'll just end up poor and the money in my bank account can never increase. the best way to stop spending is to deposit all the cash into the bank, and NOT withdraw it out. anyway, i don't like withdrawing money out once it's on the bank.
i hope this financial plan for myself will be a success.
everyone seems to be having prom now. like all the other secondary schools. and my year end party is in december. haha. quite cool luh. cos i've yet to get any dress or anything for my prom aka year end party. this gives me time to hunt for a nice one, hopefully.
the holidays seem to past so fast. i don't really have much free time. activities after activities. damn. sooner or later, i'll be saying hi to 2010, saying hi to new senior high life, jc life. and turning 17 in less than 2 months. crap. i feel old. "i am sixteen going on seventeen"

J.

2009-11-13T20:26:00.002+08:00

back from class chalet:D
it was fun and a great time of get together for everyone(: it's always like that, when we get to know each other better, it's kinda too late cos we'll be splitting up soon.
wild wild wet was GREAT! going as a class (sort of) is way more fun than a few friends. we were all on floats waiting for the tsunami and formed a circle where we all linked hands (floats) :D we waited quite long for the silly tsunami to arrive. haha. and we played polar bear in the jacuzzi. LOL. how amusing.
i guess everyone's all tired. and im currently suffering from muscle ache in my arms which i think came from using too much arm power to steer the float and holding on to the float.
we played bridge and i ended up having to sleep on the sofa cos there weren't any beds/mattresses left. so my back was kinda aching in the morning and i so need to catch up on my sleep. i slept for abt 3.5 hours in the afternoon and i still feel sleepy. i was literally dozing off in front of my com in the afternoon. currently still sleep deprived.
there's commencement ceremony on monday which everyone is very sian about. i guess i'll be dozing off when they give out the certificates individually. hope it won't be too boring.
yay. it's total freedom now since chinese is over. and i need not take chinese anymore:D haha. i should start doing stuff for yz camp.

J.

2009-11-09T16:51:00.002+08:00

this is sad. i still have hcl o lvls tmr. so i can't fully slack and do nothing now.
irritating. like what can i do for chinese? it seems too pointless to me. im just hoping that i can guess correctly for my cloze passage, write some nice zuo wen that has a great topic, gong han will come out and it'll be easy. as for the compre, hopefully i'll understand all of them and summarise properly. i don't know what else i can do.
chinese sucks. you can't study for it, yet you can't totally do nothing cos that's just wrong. ugh
at least after chinese, i can look forward to many things:D class chalet, maybe my p6 class gathering, sleepover... i don't wanna return to school again.
i hope that there'll really be the 6hope outing! it'll be so cool. i haven't seen them for ages, besides nic. haha. it'll be fun to have some catch up time.
stupid chinese. don't haunt me okay? my sis says it isn't that important. how comforting(:

J.

2009-11-03T21:27:00.002+08:00

MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER! MEP IS OVER!
hahaha. very very happy. i got rid of all my mep notes alr:D 4 years of agony is finally gone. celebrate! i never ever need to stay back for extra crap. my music journey is over. liberation.
the paper was quite okay. better than expected. at least i can pass my essay question and that would be a first for me.
on a very sad and bad note, higher chinese o lvls is a week away. so can't slack fully yet. we are thrown with many many chinese cloze passage and papers. doubt i can finish them. and i don't feel like doing. sighs. but nvm. after chinese, it'll be class chalet! and sleepovers and all my own post exam activities. wonderful(:
oh and i better start doing some stuff for camp comm.
sad thing: i wanted a purple hoax crumpler. but because it's limited ed. it's out of stock and i have to wait for the new season. darn. why can't i get my sling bag. my crumpler. hopefully the new season's gonna be out soon. cos the colours are currently gross.

J.

2009-10-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

round one of script collecting. and there's only chinese and geog left for tmr.
yep. whatever the results, im very thankful to God. especially for amath. if not for Him, i don't think i could have survived the paper. so, yup. thank You Lord:D He really carried me through.
well, for now, i really need to find my motivation for studying mep. currently, im totally not doing mep, not wanting to study that crap shit. help me.
anyway, time's passing quite fast now, which is good till the 10 nov. but that's bad cos in no time, you'll soon find yourself having to face yet another new year again. and that sucks. i don't wanna face studying again.
watching kdrama currently. waiting for nicer shows to roll in and fill my time:D haha.
all the best to the o level people! jiayou(:

J.

2009-10-16T22:43:00.002+08:00

it was my first time bowling today.
not that bad for a total bowling noob, cos i expected myself to bowl into the gutter all the time. but my hand sure gets tired and painful from it. and i never knew that bowling alleys were so freaking cold.
had lunch with tesia, clar and shimin at pizza hut in suntec. oh and the service there is bad. they look down on us just because we're students. dumb. they didn't give us the normal menu but only those with the lunch set meal and student meal.
but apart from the not so good service, we had a great time(: stayed there for a long time talking. haha. it was cool:D gained more interesting insights. after lunch, which was alr 4 plus, i watched ugly truth with tesia. yeah, it's been out long ago and i was amazed they were still showing it. funny but vulgar. as long as you know it's just for laughs but quite true for some parts, it's nice. hah. my first nc16 movie after turning 16 for such a long time.
oh and i wanna watch 'my sister's keeper' too. so within a month, i think i'll be watching 3 movies. record for me.
my stupid laptop betrayed me. it's currently in the hp servicing and it's been there since tues/wed. sighs. and i'll only get it back next week. so irritating. i wanna watch shows on my own com. download songs into my itunes to sync it to my ipod. and only my com can sync to my ipod. dumb dumb dumb.
well, monday is a holiday. and what do i intend to do? i have to study mep. like what nonsensical crap is that?! my eoys are over and dumbass mep o levels still has to bug me. not like i'll study the whole day, but there's a hell lot to study. the worse thing, i don't feel that all the music crap makes sense to me. yeah, why the heck did i take mep? no clue. someone just stab me in the brain now. i await 3 nov where i can hold the farewell ceremony of mep. i'll tear/shred/burn the damn papers. say bye to it forever. am i an mep student? hell no.
i just dedicated the whole paragraph above to my hate for mep. byebye to that. my blood boils when i think of it.
i just wanna go shopping, for clothes/shoes. for a dress for year end party maybe.
and beautiful and funny dramas to entertain me:D

J.

2009-10-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

it's actually been a month since i've last posted. haha.
not that i was mugging or anything. just laziness. but....that means....
EXAMS ARE OVER! O-V-E-R! hahahaha. rejoice people! the moment of freedom. liberation.
having said that, one more thing to rejoice. no more piano lessons! that doesn't mean no more piano. i still like piano, just not the lessons. and, im free on sundays now. ha. such a great great great feeling.
here comes all my own post exams activities:D my scrapbooking, drama/movie marathon, sleepover, shopping, chatting, going out. YAY.
on a bad note, there's mep o lvls on 3 nov. but that's a long way to go. so who cares.
this is such a happy post.
anw, went to plaza sing with tesia, clar and cherise. ate at ajisen and watched 500 days of summer=) our usual custom to go ps after exams.
to all those bsp people out there: HAVE A GOOD TRIP TO CHINA. (i guess no one will see this anyway)
smile smile smile smile :D

J.

2009-09-09T17:51:00.003+08:00

09/09/09.
i just had to put this down, cos it won't happen for the rest of my life. hahah. just random.
i'm losing it. losing the studying momentum. and this is just day 2 of my mug mode.
how wonderful.
i finally took a look at the chemistry paper that i was given in june hols and i alr feel like dying. even though studying chem may not be that bad, but the qns are such a killer. it's total madness. i'll most probably fail that paper, which i gave up after the MCQs. haha.
in fact, now math is comforting me more than the other subjects. weird. maybe because it's year 3 math. i guess bio is fine. why chem? seriously. how i wish the world had nothing to do with chemistry. ): everyone will jump for joy right? ha.
3 more weeks to EOYS and ONE MORE MONTH TO THE END OF EOYS. !!!!!!!! yay(: the thought of it just makes me so much so much happier. i hate september.
sighs. someone stuff a study chip into me. and i'll live like a studying robot(: and ace my exams. haha. so cool.
well well well. guess i'll have to get back to my nonsense work.

J.

2009-08-28T22:52:00.002+08:00

this has been one of the worst weeks ever.
mep prelims, which was as usual, crappy, not very good, but im alr used to it. ha. nice. then we hv chem thinking qn test which i'll get 0/10. and next we hv this wonderful math test which i won't do well in either. where has the math in me gone to? where is the confidence like those in p6? sighs. i'll slowly climb back up the ladder of mathematical confidence. yep. this is a brief summary of the misery that i was put through.
oh and not to forget the dreadful DHSMUN, where MUN stands for model united nations. like those UN conference kinda thing. almost died. boring and waste of time for me. because i personally do not like such political issues and blah blah stuff.
so, all in all, THIS WEEK IS BAD BAD BAD ): i wanna cry.
and not to mention, there's no space for a breather. because there's physics and geog test next week. and the physics test has a thousand and one chapters to learn, including my sucky topic - force acting on the bloody conductor/wire/coil or whatever that is. lol.
okay. im hating it that this is such a complainy post. on the bride side, im drawing closer and closer to my post eoys dream:D yay. look towards the future! 33 more days to eoys, abt 43 more days to end of eoys and 74 more days to end of o lvls.
someone just bring me to lala land and nvr come back. or maybe just let my fly to 11 november now(: YAY! i think im going mad. i keep on folding paper cranes at home. haha.

J.

2009-08-21T22:00:00.004+08:00

finished mep wordsetting for o levels. YAY(: once and for all. i need not touch wordsetting for the rest of my life. no more composing! hahaha.
had class outing yesterday. watched proposal and went to sentosa. proposal is good:D and the main guy character is good looking. haha. sentosa was okay i guess. soccer was really tiring, but volleyball was a slow game since we were all quite noob at volleyball. i admit, i suck at volleyball. soccer was fun. and i got a blue-black and muscle aches from yesterday.
math and thinking qn chem test next week. OH and not to forget the crappy mep prelims. driving me nuts alr.
sometimes keeping quiet just reveals the ugliness of human beings. and i believe that we, humans, are the ugliest creatures on earth. in this fallen world.

J.

2009-08-13T21:58:00.002+08:00

YAY(: tmr is SLACK day. S-L-A-C-K. so so happy.
plus there's center stage too! so cool. it feels like holiday again. save me.
at least mep practical prelims are over. although it wasn't like perfect. who cares.
the current downside: there's chem test next week which means studying is needed this weekend. and mep written prelims soon. somehow, i still don't feel the sense of urgency. i think i'll be like that till the cold, hard truth is smacked right into my face, that EOYS are starting in 48 days. ahahahaha. yes. that's a fact.
anw, a random thought, fashion is my passion. haha. i just think that if you're able to work with fashion in your future job, it's such a cool thing. i mean it'll be so much fun and joy(: better than meddling with chemicals or analysing weird crap. haha
a week without a test is not a week. let's perservere on!

J.

2009-08-09T22:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!(:

movie cum board games marathon was okay. ocean's 11 is a cool show. and saboteur is fun! i totally sucked at ugly dolls. i think my reaction time is not very fast. lol. cool board games=D
national day celebration on friday was more fun than usual. had don't forget the lyrics singapore version. yup. it's the rare few celebrations that are actually fun. haha
im currently enjoying the wonderful national day holiday although im really really sad that i only have one more day. sighs. and it sucks to have homework to do. damn the geog coastal crap project. stupid waste of time. geog is getting on my nerves and it's getting real boring. cant' wait to say bye to it.
someone just tell me it's after hcl o lvls, or at least after mep o lvls. darn. it'll better be true. i believe everyone's alr so numb to tests that a week without tests is absolutely impossible. and you just keep hving tests. it's just non stop crap. yes. that's what you get when you're in year 4. hell for you.
okay. i think maybe i sound too pessimistic. fine. look on the bright side, it's a priviledge to study....get certs to tackle the fallen world before me. yay! how about that. hahahahaha

J.

2009-08-04T20:36:00.002+08:00

found some christian quotes really cool and i hope it speaks to people who go to church just as part of their routine, thinking they'll be good christians like that. and some of these quotes are just encouraging=D

Too many of us have a Christian vocabulary rather than a Christian experience.
- Charles F Banning

Going to church no more makes you a Christian than standing in a garage makes you a car.
- Garrison Keillor
( i like this!)

God is not against us because of our sin. He is with us against our sin.
- Unknown

If you judge people, you have not time to love them.
- Mother Teresa

We are not human beings on a spiritual journey. We are spiritual beings on a human journey.
- Stephen Covey

Your talent is God's gift to you. What you do with it is your gift back to God.
- Leo Buscaglia

that's all for now(:

yay. bio test is over. and there's probably LA essay tmr and stats on thurs.
and im so into the slack mood.

J.

2009-07-28T21:23:00.003+08:00

i just found an article for my physics reflection and i think it's very cute!:D haha. topic: "is it worse to be near an explosion on land or in water" the answer is water. so cool. what a new discovery(:
anw, i'm still having a career crisis. had some supposed career guidance thing during PCCG yesterday. i would say it was informative but of no help to me at all. i really don't know if i should follow my interest (if it doesn't change) or the safer option. well, the job that i wish i could have would be fashion designer/stylist (don't laugh at me). i really like it. i think it'll be a cool job and fun at the same. i mean we ought to chase after our dreams right? like being able to do something i like in the future. i do not wish to go to work everyday with a heavy heart or dragging myself there. that's the total plus side of it. however, fashion designer/stylist is not a safe option because i may fail and end up to be useless. why? mainly because im scared that i can't draw well/not enough creativity etc but i was thinking, everyone has a first time, and you won't know unless you try!
yeah. so this makes me really ponder about my subject choice in year 5. art seems to be needed if i wanna join the fashion industry. BUT i don't wish to take a lvl art because it looks boring. anw, maybe art is not needed for my dream to come true. i don't know. i guess i'll still stick to BCME - the ultra safe combination for me, allowing me to switch to whatever field besides engineering/physics, which i have no intention to ever enter.
and i think i don't have the look of a fashion designer/stylist, which is why you may laugh when you hear my ambition. after much thinking, i came to a conclusion. haha. i'll still take the boring old subjects and aim to do VERY WELL for my As. after which i'll research and find out on fashion designer courses and stuff, most probably entering a uni to learn the subject i like! that's if my interest in fashion designing doesn't change. and of course, i won't forget to consult my heavenly Father as to what path He has planned for me. i believe with prayer, God will lead and guide me to the right path(: man, im so thankful that i have a confidante and the perfect consultant(: sounds like a cool plan right?
i feel excited about being able to enter the fashion field. it's so cool and even if i become a housewife, i can do part time designing and stuff. how cool is that. ha. i think i really put great thought in this. so, evidently, im currently not interested in anything that's gotta do with science, math or whatever related to academics. i'll just pull all these through for my A lvl cert.
geog test tmr. map reading. what nonsense. hope i can crap my way through. oh and btw, we had the best geog lesson ever. we watched this video that doesnt' have much to do with our studies. it was about fresh water and they showed how some animals catch their preys. crocodiles are ugly and evil. it's true. and there's this fish that keeps it's baby fish in it's mouth as a way of protecting it. and all of us thought that the whole school of fish went straight into the mouth of the predator. HAHA. it was a funny sight. nature is interesting, no doubt. but i won't wanna be some animal biologist.

J.

2009-07-24T21:36:00.002+08:00

bought a skirt and tank top blouse from fox. yay. i still wanna shop. where's my retail therapy?
anw, i realise that every thurday and friday is total slackiness. i think i have things to do but i can't be bothered with them. just too boring for me. oh yes. and i'm reminded of my bloody mep essay which i have to hand in by thursday - changed, altered, whatever - ed. i curse mep. i'll pay you to do my damn essay. FREAK ESSAY.
once you join mep, you're just being SUICIDAL.
i'm still watching my weekly episodes of paris hilton and project runway. i really think growing up is good. at least i think you don't have to do so many things you don't like to do. let's all grow up NOW. i feel the growing up maybe. like during se handover, i felt so old. it seems so recent that i was the noob/nerd in sec 1 in se. hahaha. no way i wanna relive those pathetic loner-ish sad days. hah. i'm wallowing in self pity. but that's all the past(:
going to ching's house for ace project tmr. get over with ace and be done. great.
shall totally stop complaining. LIFE CAN BE GOOD. i'll try to make it wonderful. psycho psycho psycho psycho psycho. that's the word.

J.

2009-07-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

been totally slacking my past few days off. watching tv, project runway, paris hilton show and stuff. and this means that im very guilty of not studying and doing work. crap. that's real bad ):
i can finally wake up late tmr, since i've been waking up at 6am every morning cause daddy's still in China. sighs. [jiejie why can't you drive] haha. i shall force myself to do work tomorrow. i must must must. there's chem test next week and if i dont' study, i'll probably die. yes. everyone knows that chemistry is the hell subject.
frankly speaking, im still in the holiday-ish mood. still wanna go shopping, slack at home to watch videos and tv etc. but i guess that i'll start to feel busy soon since the test schedule is like jammed pack or sthg.
i'm gonna keep psycho-ing myself that i love school and work and everything. it'll work:D the mind is the most powerful thing.
well, in view of myself trying to keep a healthy diet/lifestyle, i shall really really try to cut down on carbs, eat fruits before my meal to make myself feel half full(: if i continue to eat the way i am eating, i'll end up obese seriously, partly due to my minute height. hahaha. i would definitely hope to exercise more, but the possibility of that is almost 0%, besides PE once a week, which i dislike.
find the joy of living(:

J.

2009-07-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really wonder why God let such things happen the way they do. i mean it's just so sad so sad. i wonder if i could ask God why next time(: i think i have lots of questions.
i'll try my best to embrace the week ahead. shall have a good start. i will start to apply my WWJD everyday. try my bestest best. i think i'll be a happier and better person(:
i seriously think analyzing the human mind is cool. i mean your mind is the most powerful thing. it's all so interesting. but im not interested in being a psychologist. such things are only for additional knowledge that i would like to have.
anw, i wish i had the talent of drawing and creativity. i respect all those who are able to draw out beautiful fashion designs. i gave up on my dream of being a fashion designer because i know i can't make it. i can't draw nicely and i don't have the creative ideas. how i wish i could ): well, but i believe i have other talents=)
life is short and unpredictable. so live each day like it's your last. enjoy it while you can and make full use of everything:D everything happens for a reason. well, i guess i just answered my own wonders which i posted in the beginning. it's just that i haven't found the reason.

J.

2009-07-10T23:00:00.004+08:00

i almost wanted to shut the blog down. but i figured maybe i'll have the sudden urge to blabber something, like now. doesn't matter if no one reads.
math is screwed. i suck at math big time. from it being my best in primary sch and lower sec, to it just freaking me out now. maybe im just not cut out for profound math knowledge. it just can't be embraced, seriously. why can't i just give up.
shan't brood over sad crap. im just very happy that all 3 tests are finally over. slack time. on the contrary, it's just the start of the year 4 nightmare.
i just love talking to tesia and karis, although i get insulted a lot by agent 1105T. it's like favourite time in our sessions(:
nov/dec hols, here i come. i'm so embracing you! i'm already starting to make plans! hah. i want to live a fulfilling life each day. i think i should just brush away negative thoughts. crap. self conflict again.
Dear God, i commit my life to Your hands and i know You have a plan for me. i thank You for all You have blessed me with, help me to remember that everything happens for a reason. whatever choices, Your plan will still work out(:
in Jesus' name I pray, Amen.
i really start to take this blog to be my online journal.

my left shoulder is hurting. it just has the wanna-crack feeling. and it's been bothering me almost the whole day. i hope it doesn't dislocate or anything.

J.

2009-06-13T22:02:00.002+08:00

i went to a flea market for the first time today:D its cool!
thanks to desiree, almost our whole DG went to the flea market. haha. like some DG outing(: anw, i bought a black dress, which will be delivered to desiree cos we had not enough money at hand. the dress is a bit of the smart casual kind. $19 only. haha. it's sweet and nice(: i feel happy. and i bought this edc shirt for an amazingly cheap price of $3. i guess it's secondhand but who cares. i just needa wash it and stuff and it's as good as new. and the dress is brand new.
so so cool. i'm so gonna go shopping at flea markets next time. it's way cheaper and the things are not bad at all:D
well, and i bought my iPod nano yest. technically, it's my sis who bought it, but im actually paying for it. i know. pathetic. but nvm. it's purple=)
left some hwk undone. finished up some math, leaving lots of trigo and integration. trigo is HELL, literally. it's the most disgusting thing i've ever seen and done. chinese is better a thousand/million times. and my ace and chem article review. somewhat like that. ace is horrible cos i don't even know how to start as the very SMART teachers haven't uploaded the powerpoint on moodle. so genius. i can't begin to describe their intelligence. WONDERFUL huh.
off to my batam trip till wed. and class outing on thurs. bye.

J.

2009-06-11T00:05:00.002+08:00

i have a life now.
went out with tesia, karis and jie min!=D yay. we met at parkway macs for breakfast and talked (as usual). walked around parkway and supposed to do pedicure. but for some reason, we didn't. walked into random shops, handphone shops and this shop that sells those cute notepads with funny things. then we went to borders where i bought a new bag. hah. ooh and me and tesia bought this best friend necklace from diva too. it's nice(: rainbow!
proceeded to marina at arnd 1plus to watch a movie. had lunch at astons in suntec. nice food:D watched night at the museum 2! its highly entertaining and funny. apparently it's nicer than the first one. so yeah.
i really enjoyed today.
having some homework session on friday. coolness. say bye to homework and hi to life(: i wish. there's still revising/studying D: nvm. im satisfied. life's not so boring anymore.

J.

2009-06-09T15:30:00.002+08:00

holidays are getting real boring. life with just doing homework, watching dramas.
i can't wait to go out. it's the best thing i can look forward to alr.
well, im rather satisfied with myself. homework left: ace, all math except matrices, chem papers, chem worksheets, chem article review. and i didn't bother doing physics ten year series and 07 08 papers. haha. chemistry is disgusting. so much things to do.
in less than one week, i finished a whole drama serial - legal entanglement. and now im more than half way through love guranteed, another hk drama(: so you see how most of my life is spent watching dramas, eating and doing hmk. sad life.
going out tomorrow:D at last!

J.

2009-06-04T11:29:00.002+08:00

let me continue to post on this dead blog that no one ever bothers to read. haha.
that's cool. it's like a personal journal which i don't write much in.
its the first week of the hols and im determined to finish my hmk hopefully by this week or latest next tues. cos i have plans of going out next weds:D and well, so far im rather successful. i finished quite a lot of my hmk. i don't care about physics heh. i don't wanna bother finding the 07 and 08 papers. i hate doing papers. im left with ACE, chem, math, LAjournals, bio blog, portfolio and testimonial. that's about it. but i hv blanks and qn marks in some hmk. hehe.
silly testimonial. and we have to do it by this week. shall do it tmr or later. how dumb.
watched finish ouran high school host club! its nice(: shall wait for the season 2! yay! so im on canto dramas - legal entanglement. i guess i'll just be watching more canto stuff since there's no nice shows on now.

J.

2009-05-28T22:49:00.001+08:00

everything for the term is over at last. and this is the second last day of term 2.
almost 10 consecutive weeks of non stop torture and what awaits me is homework overload for the june hols. sounds amusing but that's the truth.
anw, im really happy im over with my mep essay and geog presentation. YAY.
im kinda looking forward to tmr's se outing to east coast park. but i hv this feeling that i'll be disappointed. haha. tmr is slack day! report book and stuff. but who cares.
oh and im currently watching a japanese anime - ouran high school. it's really nice! recommended by madeline. haha. the one who is in charge of recommending romance anime =) i watched 5 episodes alr. i have a bad feeling that i'll neglect my hmk and end up watching finish this anime which would result in foiling my own plan of finishing hmk by the first week of june hols. i'll totally treat myself if i meet the expectations of my plan. yes. i would. i must.
blah blah. internal confict again.

J.

2009-05-24T20:21:00.002+08:00

finally the week with no tests. but. there's projects and essays due.
isn't that just so sucky? with tests, comes studying and with 'free time' comes assignments. is there even such a phrase called true rest in the school's dictionary? i can never enjoy myself fully or slack entirely. nvm. i shan't wallow in self pity.
i bought a pink tank top and a shirt today=) yay. although i know i've spent way lots of money alr, i really wish i could buy many many more things. retail therapy. which is almost impossible in my life i guess.
well. im determined to finish my june hols hmk asap when i receive them. hopefully by the first week of hols so the rest of the time would mean slacking like a free soul! hahaha.

J.

2009-05-21T20:38:00.002+08:00

today was 4L volleyball interclass.
although we didn't win, but it doesn't matter. we're still SECOND!:D and im really proud of the girls who played for 4L. you ALL rocked! - jesslyn, shi min, jane, felicia, nic(who rushed from third lang), clar(who sprained her foot i think, you were great!), sheryl, jermaine. and im not sure if anyone else played. me and huihan skipped a bit of mep to watch the first game. well, it was a great fight! continue to rock on in volleyball 4L(:
yay. bio test is over. no more tests for the rest of the term. but hell lot of mep essay. and projects. thank God i passed my mep! hahahaha. i don't care about mep.
i can't wait to play tmr! i hope we can play captain's ball:D it's my favourite(:

J.

2009-05-20T21:00:00.003+08:00

im suppose to be studying bio now. there's a test tmr and i only knew it today. i thought it was suppose to be on friday. sighs. and im here blogging. haha. mitosis, meiosis, plant reproduction and asexual reproduction are one of the boring-est topics ever. i read my tb and hopefully my info retention will last till tmr morning. the only good thing about having the silly test tmr is that i can SLACK when i get home from damn mep tmr:) that's really great! oh wait. i remember something called geog presentation. oh wdv. friday's gonna be fun cos we're playing games during se<3 YAY!
anw, we changed seats today for the next term. well, i definitely gotta know sheryl better and i'll miss the times in chinese that we are just lost at what to write for compo and stoning during math perhaps. haha:D but, my new sitting partner is madeline! who has been sitting at her same seat for the past 2 terms which will be 3 terms soon. haha. she's so fated with that seat. i wonder why. madeline's really funny and im starting to get to know her way better although we've been in the same class since sec1. we have our common views in certain things. hahahaha. oh and the best thing is that shimin is sitting in front of me and tesia is behind me=) yay. my seat is great! haha. look forward to our gossip sessions maybe...
before i forget, Spirit of Strings concert was great! the first time we camwhored so so much:D if you wanna see the photos, they're up on my facebook account. although we only had 2 weeks to try to play tchaikovsky, we still managed to pull it off quite well i guess. people said it was good! and a lot of people seem to like our serenade in G by reinecke - the second syf piece. i guess because of the faster beat and the catchy tune. but londonderry is nice(: it has a very peaceful feeling. well. this concert has great memories and everyone enjoyed encore! the funniest ever! im glad to say its not my last concert in se. haha.
i shall be back to bio. and then catch the finals of american idol later:D i don't support any. i support danny gokey. haha:D

J.

2009-05-11T19:50:00.003+08:00

i wonder who ever reads this blog.
because i don't update it and it doesn't seem to be known. haha. what's the point of having a blog right? lol. i have no idea. but anyway, i'll still blog.
im getting very sick of school as in tests, homework and whatever nonsense like filing. i just need a break, seriously. frankly, i guess no one has had proper rest since term 2 started. that's like 8 weeks of crap non stop.
i don't wanna do ACE. i don't think my cheat sheet is even useful. i don't wanna study for it. i don't wanna do math, chem/chinese filing.
im just waiting for 16 may to come and go(: i think it'll be fun on that day itself and after that, relaxation at last. well, hopefully week 9 is NOT normal lessons, or i'll feel like dying. plus the darn geog presentation in wk 10.
but im really looking forward to concert's end. so our post concert supper can come! oh yay(: i know that'll be FUN. and our belated SYF celebration cos ms ku says we haven't officially celebrated! ahaha. i can't wait for all those fun.
as weird as it sounds, im really beginning to love se more. all thanks to syf. i think it really bonded us and sort of revived some sort of passion within many of us. i actually look forward to practices nowadays, although i don't like practising. i spend my days in sch looking forward to recesses, lunches and sometimes se <3
i can't believe i said that. haha.
i guess you only start loving your cca when things like syf appear. and when you're the sort of senior.
sighs. but i shall first tackle this week and enjoy the celebrations soon!
here's wishing my beloved friend Tesia a HAPPY AND BLESSED SWEET 16!<3

J.

2009-04-29T23:42:00.001+08:00

GOLD WITH HONOURS =D
i'm at a total lost of words to describe my feelings. just super elated(:
we jumped out of our seats, screamed, cried, smiled and laughed! total mix of great feelings. i can never forget this day.
our hard work paid off. although it was really last minute that we woke up, WE STILL DID IT! and concert's in 2 weeks. lol. still need to work hard.
and, im joining senior high SE:D and we're determined to get our GWH in SYF 2011(: i can't believe it, but i love DHSSE<3 we're so super bonded like a family. i'll definitely miss them when i leave dunman high. on a bad note, there's mep test tmr and im so gonna fail it. but it's worth it. MEP IS SHIT. and im so glad i will not experience this mep test after syf thingy again in year 6.
we're so gonna work hard for the upcoming SYF in 2 years time!
thank You my Heavenly Father:D
and great job to everyone in se and ms ku(:

J.

2009-04-08T19:36:00.002+08:00

me and tesia did our geog hydrology project today. haha.
i think this project is dumb and waste of time. we were waiting for the water to be infiltrated into the bare soil for about half an hour. why do we have so many geog assignments and projects?
well, i know more about my personality type. I: introverted; doesn't like to be around alot of people, chooses who to talk to (HIGHLY CORRECT) etc. N: intuition; creative and likes to understand before copying notes (true), think ahead for the future. F: feeling; emotional especially when watching drama (quite true), follow your heart, want harmony, will think about other's feelings. P: perceiving; doesn't like to stick to schedules, procrastinator, last minute work (true, but i'm changing:D), messy/disorganised (not so true), very indecisive (not very true)
so cool right. i think it's mainly correct. and my personality type has about 4.4%.
okay. its back to project work and geog. sighs. but i still think geog is better than history.
yay! its good friday in 2 days. thank You Jesus for dying on the cross for our sins some long long time ago:D i'm indeed thankful! i remember a quote pastor kien seng told us about God wanting to work with us to overcome our sins but meanwhile He wants us to know that He doesn't hold it against us anymore. i am very touched by it.

J.

2009-04-01T19:25:00.002+08:00

i donated blood for the first time today!:D yay:D
its really cool you know. and for those who are scared of pain or needles, i can tell you safely: IT DOESN'T HURT. only the first injection has a little bit of pain. but it's very little. there's no feeling when they poke the needle into your vein to draw your blood out. and the after effects is just a broad smile on you face(: so there's really no harm and no loss done! instead, you can save lives! haha. im like promoting blood donation. but really, if you meet all the criteria, no harm trying:D
yeah. that's the reason why i decided to blog.
well, there's math test tmr. and hopefully my eyes and mind are good to see angles and things.
oh. i can't wait for the weekends. i can finally have a little break from having to study for tests over the weekend.
something interesting: we took a MBTI personality thingy today. and my result is INFP:D which is exactly the same as clarissa and TOTALLY opposite from tesia. lol. how interesting. i knew i was never an extrovert.

J.

2009-03-18T21:41:00.002+08:00

i've seriously been too lazy to update this blog. haha.
well, its the middle of the hols and i'm very glad to say that i feel very accomplished:D homework is more or less done, not counting projects and mep. haha. and study for tests...
sighs. the first 2 weeks of term 2 alr has 3 tests each week. how great can my life be.
oh and i finished watching ep 21 of boys before flowers(: but i have to wait till next week for 2 more episodes. man. why can't they just have it everyday. i'll have the withdrawal symptoms again. heh. and since i've not shows to watch, i shall just finish love or bread which i stopped for super long time. it isn't a very nice show. but i'll just watch till the end since im alr half way through.
i had a very weird dream last night. related to syf. lol. i can't believe myself.

J.

2009-03-06T23:42:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to all Year 6'08 in Dunman High!
they all did great for a-levels i guess:D esp those who got 8 distinctions (although i don't know what that means) which explains why we have a declared holiday next thursday! thank you year 6s!
anw, the thought of taking a levels gives me the creeps and im starting to feel scared now! ohman. it sounds super duper stressful. its like if you don't get all As, then you're like not that good. 2 more years...
well, next week is the killer week. with 3 tests - math, physics and geog. sighs. and my cca practices are not helping at all D: there's still prac tmr. oh and talking about that, i'm starting my drums tmr after se. haha. like finally.
oh oh. i remembered something very disgusting. all of a sudden, i am FORCED to go for this DUMBASS MEP CONCERT AUDITION! EW. firstly, i am required to play a violin piece of my own and a violin one score that they gave us. and that saddistic violin one score is crazily demanding. i am GRADELESS in violin. meaning i suck at it. and i have to play some very very super eerie and horrible high high notes for the audition as printed on the score. gross. i think i'm gonna embarrass myself there. i will play super out of tune/tuneless. and very squeaky cause i have absolutely no idea how to play such high notes. one of the notes is a high C 3 OCTAVES above middle C. sighs. only ziruo can play that i guess. so you see, i will totally die during the auditions. i just wish i can don't go/sprain my finger. haha.
im trying my best to study for my upcoming tests. and to finish my weird hmk = LA journal and mep wordsetting accompaniment.

J.

2009-02-26T22:22:00.003+08:00

mep ended super late today and i waited for 158 for ages.
sucked.
well, at least the week is about to be over and my favorite weekends are here!!! YAY! at last!:D maybe i'll watch one or two episodes of boys before flowers and study/do homework for the rest of the time. because...week 10 is the ultimate killer week. currently, 4 tests, and i intend to drop one - chinese yanyu test. my teacher is seriously bt. 100++++yanyu to learn.
anw, the other tests are physics, math and geog. and physics has many many many topics to study for ): and math needs practice and more practice esp since its on the beautiful, wonderful, fantabulous TRIGONOMETRY 2 AND 3. my love, absolutely.....NOT.
im addicted to more dramas and songs:D
i can't believe myself. i think im really very slacky this year. ohman. i can't bring myself to study. oh whatever. it depends on my mood(:
se pracs are getting out of hand. so many many many of them, i can't count the hours spent on it >.< killing me. crap. i just remembered about sat prac. damn it. i can't watch my show anymore.
no. i have a chance of chilling out from work by relaxing with some entertainment:D im having an internal self conflict. contradictory. lol.

J.

2009-02-21T15:25:00.001+08:00

ho. im looking forward to 11 nov. haha
i've really nothing to post about...
everything's as bad and normal. homework, test and prac.
blah blah blah.
im watching a show recommended by tesia called boys before flowers. haha
korean version of hanayori :D

J.

2009-02-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

school's getting more and more boring. especially languages. i think im not paying attention most of the time..haha.
oh and today is friendship day! well, sort of, although it isn't the actual valentine's day, but yeah, ppl gave their cards and gifts:D nice chocs and sweets and cards!
well, i've nothing much to blog about. and im finally about to finish the last episode of under the canopy of love. i took really long indeed.
and im just blogging while waiting for the thingy to load. haha.
there's chem test next week testing crazy topics all at one shot. redox, acid bases salts, QA, mole and stoichiometry. YUCKS.

J.

2009-02-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

there's a math quiz on TRIGONOMETRY 3 tmr.
bleh. i hate trigo and trigo hates me too >.<
i think im really starting to suck at math and that's bad, because i usually depend on it for my A+. sighs. i've this bad feeling that my GPA's gonna drop this year and i can't get into my subject combination choice and and and im screwed D:
and todays' lessons were the craziest. firstly, lessons only end at 4.45pm. secondly, after lunch periods were the most BORING subjects you can ever have. HCL AND LA. i was falling a sleep in both lsns and although bio wasn't that boring i couldn't help closing my eyes when mrs chu showed us the video. it's alr the last lesson of our long long long day you see.
nvm. i shall strive to practise and CONQUER TRIGO! that shall be my goal. maybe not by tmr but in the long run(:
there's bio test on thurs too! and many many more days to end of EOYS. haha. i know im thinking far. hehe.
well, shall proceed to my battle with math!

J.

2009-02-07T17:37:00.001+08:00

i'm addicted to this song. HAHA:D but its a nice song indeed(:

Truly Madly Deeply

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong I will be faithful
'Cos I'm counting on a new beginning.
A reason for living.
A deeper meaning.

I want to stand with you on a mountain.
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever.
Until the sky falls down on me...

And when the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish
Send it to heaven
Then make you want to cry..
The tears of joy
For all the pleasure and the certainty.
That we're surrounded
By the comfort and protection of..
The highest power.
In lonely hours.
The tears devour you..
I want to stand with you on a mountain,
I want to bathe with you in the sea.
I want to lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me...

Oh can't you see it baby?
You don't have to close your eyes
'Cos it's standing right before you.
All that you need will surely come...

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do...

J.

2009-02-07T00:41:00.002+08:00

i converted the sister blog into my own blog
cause the new template thingy is weird, it refuses to accept the html from blogskins.
so you can ignore the sister posts. LOL.
haha:D
im kinda retarded and weird
cause i deleted my previous blog for fun and now, all of a sudden having the urge to blog again. which explains why you are even looking at this. hah.
im gonna sleep alr. its very late.

J.

2009-01-02T16:36:00.003+08:00

Oh hoho!

I'm still a free bird while joey is in school. She's supposed to be back by now, but I dunno what is she doing. Anyway, looks like she doesn't update this blog regularly either. I think she still has loads of hwk to finish. tsktsk. Just packed my table! So proud of myself!

Happy new year!

2008-12-28T21:54:00.003+08:00

no one ever comes to visit this blog. HAHA=D
i guess many do not know of its existence.
anw, the starry starry night audition is on 11 jan. but the songs are seriously difficult - I'm Yours by jason mraz, no one by alicia keys, rihanna's umbrella LOL, its ends tonight by dunno who etc. so difficult lah. i'll hv to consider seriously. doubt i can make it anw. haha
se tmr D: sad. so sad so sad (jiejie!)
joey

2008-12-25T18:01:00.003+08:00

Hark the Herald Angels sing!
Glory to the New Born King!
HAHAHA=D
MERRY AND BLESSED CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL!
did some shopping today(: but the streets are crowded and its kinda irritating.
sighs. and school is reopening next week which is really really sucky cause my homework is untouched. RAH. someone please tell me sch hols are extended for a month! if not, well, see how i die when sch reopens =X
anw, i've yet to change the pic of the blog. well. when jiejie feels like doing it i guess.
joey

2008-12-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

i just deleted my own blog. haha:D
so i never have to maintain it again. well, but i'll be blogging here once in a while, updates on family stuff or things like that. i feel so happy all of a sudden. ok. maybe my own blog is bad. hehe
well, i'll be changing this blogskin then. and adding more details or changing some stuff.
yepps. just a short note.
joey

2008-06-02T23:00:00.000+08:00

Decided to update this for a bit!

Joey's in UK now! She just landed about 2 hours ago, which is super cool. and well, the rest of us are going to yun nan, china tmr. Flight leaving at 11.10am, coming back on 10th June, at 8+pm. (: Taking Silk Air, which is like the first time i'm taking a local airline.

Church camp right after that from 13-16 June. I can't wait! It's really gonna be funnn. Sharing villa with everyone else and my camp group is really cool! There's aunty corrinne and uncle ben, uncle tok heng and aunty wee jin, uncle eddy and aunty joanna, gerald, joelseah, markham, and the 3 cute kids! ashrael, gideon and abel!! yay!!

anyways, till then! <3

2007-07-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

-----Type your reactions-----
WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
I dunno?
I ONLY JUST REALIZED THAT I LOVE YOU
Why didn't you realise it sooner and spare me the agony? (assuming it's someone i've liked for a long time)
LEAVE HIM ALREADY. YOU'LL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME
are you sure?
COME ON. SMILE. YOURE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT
really? *smiles*
I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU
aww...how sweet (:
WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY?
cos some guy named it so.
I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
NO WAY. don't you know i HATE linkin park?
YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
Really? Thanks, i'm honoured. (:
I THINK I'M FALLING FOR YOU
(if i like the person) *blushes*
(if i don't like the person) what?! you must have made a mistake. i'm not as nice as you think i am.
I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU
Well, then stay with me and then you can keep smiling (:
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HER
I know that. I'm me.
WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
Erm. (depends if i trust the person) if i do, i'll tell my mobile no. then ask for his/hers
CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE?
ok...but i'm not good at dancing though.
MAY I ESCORT YOU?
Sure, thanks! (:
YOU STILL LOVE HIM TILL NOW
Who's him? A crush?
YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING I WANTED
all the past tense. so you mean i'm not now?
WHEN WILL I GET YOUR SWEET EYES
Thanks for the compliment. I don't think you'll ever get it, but yours are really nice as well.

T R U T H F U L L Y
1. Do you like anyone?
Yes..
2. Do they know it? (shouldn't it be "does he know it?")
I hope not.
3. Simple or complicated?
eh..what's simple or complicated?

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E
- Y O U
4. Had sex?
NO WAY!
5. Bought something?
Of course. I need to eat you know.
6. Gotten sick?
I doubt it.
7. Been hugged?
I don't know.
8. Felt stupid?
YES. I just had my exams for goodness sake.
9. Talked to an ex?
I guess.
10. Missed someone?
yeah..especially when we went for church camp.
11. Failed a test?
No tests to fail.
13. Danced?
yup, if you consider sunday's presentation as dancing, i suppose.
14. Gotten your hair cut?
Nope. maybe in the near future.
15. Lied?
I don't think so.

U N I Q U E
16. Nervous habits?
i don't really notice, but i guess the inability to stay still.
17. Are you double jointed?
Nope.
18. Can you roll your tongue?
No.
19. Can you raise one eyebrow ?
Nope
20. Can you cross your eyes?
not without putting my finger in front
21. Do you make your bed daily?
Can't be bothered to. you're gonna sleep in it again what.
22. Do you think you are unique?
I guess. everyone is special.

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
23. Said "I Love you"?
yeah.
24. Given money to a homeless person?
No.
25. Smoked?
I absolutely DETEST smokers, fyi.
26. Waited all night for a phone call?
No. i hardly get phone calls.
27. Snuck out?
what's the point?
28. Sat and looked at the stars?
YEAH! Taman Negara!

M A N N E R S
29. Do you swear/curse?
Rarely.
30. Do you ever spit?
Ew. Disgusting.
31. You cook your own food?
yup. when i've got to settle my own meals.
32. You do your own chores?
Occassionally. I help around.
33. You like beef jerky?
what's beef jerky?
35. You're happy with your life?
I guess.
36. You own a dog?
I'm kinda afraid of dogs.
37. You spend your money wisely?
More or less.
38. Do you like to swim?
Not really. too troublesome.
39. When you get bored do you call a friend??
no...i chat online or just read.
40.Sleep in a bed of the opposite sex?
My parents' bed. oh..my godbrother's bed...when we were still little. but i'm 6 years older than him...so yeah. you get the point. but i'm not sure about my cousins' beds and all though. can't rmb alr.
41.Hooked up in the woods?
woods? i don't think singapore has any, unless you count clementi woods.
42.Drank a bottle of alcohol by yourself?
no..i don't like alcohol. i only drink it during holy communion.
43.Hooked up in the shower?
nope
44.Been Dumped?
No.
45.Stolen money from a friend?
No. i have my own, thanks.
46.Slept naked?
Yuck, no.
47.Been in a fist fight?
I hate fights.
48.Had a crush on a teacher?
I don't like my teachers. none of them are worth crushing on anyway.
49.Seen someone die?
No. and i don't want to.
50.Been on an airplane?
yeah sure.
51.Slept all day?
I can't sleep all day.
52.Missed someone so much it hurt?
I think so.
53.Fallen asleep during school?
A considerable amount.
54.Been lonely?
Yeah. esp when i'm bored.
55.Cheated in a game?
yeah i guess.
56.Been to the ER?
I think so. that time when i had dehydration.
57.Been in a car accident?
you count those minor ones when nobody gets hurt? yeah.
58.Had detention?
No way. I'm a good student.
59.Missed your first love?
er..no way.
60.Cried yourself to sleep?
yeah.
61.Sung in the shower?
of course.
62.Kissed a complete stranger?
what the?! no, duh.
63.Laughed so hard you cried?
Definitely. quite a number of times in fact.
64.Cheated on a bf/gf?
er...no?
65.Regretted hurting someone?
Yeah, of course.
66.Regretted loving someone?
Yeah.

-WHOs:
Who is in the house with you?
My dad and Joey.
Who are you thinking about now?
A few people.
Who did you last talk to on the phone?
My dad. He was going to buy my lunch.
Whose house did you last go to?
My grandma's
Whose birthday is next?
vanissa's birthday is today.
Who was the LAST person you loved but not anymore now?
Not saying anything
Who do you hope will take this survey?
anybody who feels bored.

WHATs :
What was the last thing you ate?
Noodle soup.
What was the last thing you drank?
Water.
What is the closest item near you that is blue?
liquid paper
What instant messaging service do you use?
Windows Live Messenger
What is your favorite color?
Light pink.
What is your most used, "i'm gona be away" message?
BRB.
What is your favorite website?
no favourite.
What is your favorite shoe brand?
Depends on the design.
What song are you currently hearing?
Fallen by Lauren Wood

WHEREs :
Where do you live?
Braddell Road (Bishan area)
Where do you sleep?
On my bed.
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
Hokkien Huay Kuan, when i was attending the drama classes there.

WHENs:
When is your birthday?
16th December.
When did you last burn a candle?
I dunno.

`signing off
-lynn

2007-05-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

OK. this blog is like, SUPER DEAD. and as joey prob can't post anything, i shall be nice and do sth about it. i realised sth. now i finally know why ppl need like, 10mb worth of songs. cos now i got simply TOO MANY. and a new flow of songs is just entering. from yiyi. all the chinese pop! woo hoo! and ken wei's sending some of his old english pieces. yup yup. i have like, more than 20 new songs now! it's like, so cool! and all the chinese songs.

for tapestry, ken wei and i were discussing all the songs and we're like, what if some music director comes and thinks we're super talented and decides to take us in? and we're going to tour the world, hold concerts, do adverts, be famous everywhere, perform for the african children, become legends in nus high. like, well-rounded individuals. Pioneers..we're the first to do this. Achievers..duh. we achieved the highest standards in math and science and the media. Thinkers..obviously. we needed to think in order to pass our exams. Humanitarians! we're really nice charitable ppl and we're so gonna spread our songs to africa for FREE. woo hoo! we'll make it big! we're DREAMING BIG! lol. CYA, jia you!

ok. this is just so weird. the exams are coming and then all of us are getting so much more slack. dreaming indeed. and MASSIVE file exchanging. or rather, file transferring. it's all one sided cos to send out songs, it takes very long from my side out. which is kinda funny. but oh well. the internet is kinda screwy. that's the sch's network for you.

tmr is such a slack day that i don't feel like going to sch. if not because of the AP Mock paper for math, i think i'll just pon the whole day. seriously. there's only math and english. like, what a waste of time. GAH. whatever. i cld have like, had more sleep or sth.

oh today's weather is pretty nice. raining! and it's cold! perfect. it's so much better compared to the scorching heat of the sun. yeah. i love the rain. anyway, i'd better be getting ready to sleep.

`signing off
-lynn

2007-02-14T23:24:00.000+08:00

woots. i finally decided to blog here. haha. yay! CNY is coming! let's count down...hm...4 more days! whee! oh. btw. Happy Valentine's Day! haha. oh, and note to joey: go to yz blog and vote for your fav tshirt design. I am so looking forward to chinese new year. i get to go back for more than the weekend! uh huh. and i get to wear new clothes and shoes and get hongbaos, although it's pretty sianz. i shall bring my mp3 along so i can listen to it. oh..and i might as well bring a book or sth. haha. this is what i call preparations for the day of chinese new year. lol.

anyway, now i'm pretty free. finished my hwk liao. yippee! =)

BIG UPDATE: i mopped the floor of my room today! great accomplishment! now i don't need to wear slippers into my room. yay yay. oh..and i was "fighting" with the shoe rack just now cos i screwed the thing in wrongly so i was trying to take it out, but then the nail got stuck inside...so i used this other wooden block to take it out but the plastic piece got stuck inside instead. so there's this whole row which is not screwed into the shoe rack.

anyway, i still think the song "why" is really really nice. it's so touching and meaningful. love it. <3

kk i think i've crapped enough alr lahz. oh i think i've broken the record of saying "shut up" to ppl. but obviously in a joking manner. oh but there's this particular person that i didnt say it in a joking way. i think you'll know who it is. oh and a quarrel almost broke out again due to some misunderstanding but i cleared it up in time (which is a good thing).

my class achieved it's goal of not winning the singing competition! haha..so we don't need to perform during cny. although i still have to since i'm in choir and strings. it's totally crap cos i have to stay back till like, 7. it's a good thing i'm staying in the hostel. imagine having to be dismissed at 7 and still need to take half an hour to go back home.

ah well. i think i'll go off alr

~au revoir

2007-02-03T18:14:00.000+08:00

okie. it's agn a loooong time since we've posted here. *sighs* no time and nt even tt regular for my own blog. you noe, it's juz so many things to do yet so little time. i've a feeling tt teachers are inhuman. well, at least most. do they seem to realise tt we are buried under mountains of hmk and commitments? we've got cca which forces us to train like siao cos of syf. i'm seriously dying...xP.
and then they give us projects and tons of hmk and other crapp. and the due date is nt far frm now....darn it! i'm so getting sick of schl but i like the frens. i can simply go cranky and siao with them. i love laughing and laughing for no reason. cool huh. i noe i'm great! haha. ego me. lolxD
well, my sis is gg for band prac later. eating dinner liao. byebyezzzz

2006-10-25T23:19:00.000+08:00

whee...i haven't posted here for AGES. i'm like, listening to goong's "perhaps love" now. it's nice!!! the ending is not that nice...so sad. yul didn't go with chae gyung. yul is super cute!!!! he has this nice, cute, innocent, girlish look. so cute! i'll upload a pic of him.
there...isn't he cute? it's too bad he didnt' get the girl he liked. it's like, so so so sad....min hyo rin sux. she may be quite pretty but she's a total bitch lah. so irritating...

anyway, joey is next to me now. she juz plucked out the jellyfish-like decoration from the sofa cushion. oops. haha. she's asking me to go sleep.

there's no choir tmr!!!! but there's like, the full musical practice on sat. from 7.30 to 10.30. dinner provided.

and joey, stop making a fool out of me and take off that jellyfish-like thing from my head! and delete those pics as well!!!! argh...ooi.

Princess hours rock! sorry..i'm like, super random. i totally like it lah. so nice.

heyhey!

2006-10-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

ok. someone really needed to take the initiative and the effort to post and make sure tt this blog doesn't die....and i did it! =) *3 cheers for myself* ....haha. i'm ego. lalala.
anyway, life hasn't been very good lah. hating teachers, schl, hmk, tests and exams. as u can see, it's all gota do with schl. so the main pnt is tt we, or at least i, dun like schl. kkz, tt's like a universal fact. =p
but since the exams are over for me, i'm quite happy! juz went shopping with mummy at toa payoh-nt a very 'cool' place, but the things are cool enough for teens! u'll like it. yea. i bought a three quarters and a coatie. it's kinda cute! mummy bought two three quarters. since my sis din go, we only bought for her a coatie! dumdeedum. i'm happy! gt new clothes. well...but wad i really wish is tt our family suddenly becomes rich and i can buy all the things i want. and i so happen want many things! like a crumpler sling bag, a big and fashionable handbag, billabong sling bag, billabong pencil case...hmmm....many more clothes, shoes and earrings. oh yes, and more cute things like keychains. oh! and i also want a very nice and cool slide phone! yeah!
it sure is a lot of things huh. i told u. well, if u tink i derserve them, and u wanna give me these things(which is most likely nt) pls tell me ok? and rmb to TAG AT THE TAGBOARD! if nt wad's a tagboard for? hahaha.

ok, tt's all for now.

by Joey a.k.a kangy=)

neoprints

2006-06-23T15:11:00.000+08:00

ok...we turned our non-existent family blog into a sister blog. how cool is that? anywayz. joey and i took neoprints yesterday. it turned out as a half disaster. cos we didn't know how to operate those metal things. there was no slots for coins at all! finally we found one more popular station and had our pix taken for 8 bucks. 28 pix. 2 big, 2 medium the rest small. well, we didn't know what to expect kz? didn't have enough time to choose the sizes of the pix and everything was timed. stressed. they took 6 pix and for every one gave us 3 seconds to think of a pose. great. and also gave us time limit to decorate our pix and choose the background. i didn't know taking neoprints could be so tiring. at least we had an experience though. haha. yup. and we went for choir rehearsal last night. not bad. loves choir rehearsals!

so long now!
~lynn the jie

Hey there

2006-06-19T21:47:00.000+08:00

Heyza ppl out there! First post we've ever made....ok...wadeva, lame lah. family blog u noe....the Ng family!!!& i am the 'baby' of the family...haha. ok, u shld noe wad i mean, the youngest one! anyway, i'm juz crapping. got nthg much to say. but a reminder for ALL families: stay united always...kz?life has been fine in our family. we came back frm genting just last wk. it was cool ok, both in weather and the 'cool'. get it? if u dun understand...too bad, meant for smart ppl to noe, hahaha!!!!!=) ok, enough of crap

Signed off.....By the wonderful creator
Spectacular Joey!!!!