Friday, March 19, 2010 @ 10:01 PM
i've grown to love SE more and more:D haha. even practicing doesn't seem that bad although it's still tiring. maybe it's partly because im watching nodame cantabile(: i love the show! chiaki shinichi :DDDD i get inspired to practice since all the people in the show are super pro. besides, i think playing my violin is better than studying in school. so i would much prefer to have se camp than sch. we were just talking about the syf memories from 2007 and 2009. and the joy you get when you hear the announcement of SYF results is just indescribable.
next year will be a hectic year, with SYF, A lvls. but i think if we put in our utmost effort, whatever the outcome, we'll still be very proud of ourselves. i'll probably miss my SE friends VERY MUCH after graduating. haha. all these random thoughts are just floating about in my mind.
the harsh reality i have to face now is that school is reopening in a few days and i have math and chem test. plus some sort of dumb homework that i don't feel like touching. i don't wanna wake up from my fantasy world of watching nodame cantabile, wonderful chiaki:D hehe. this one week of holiday just zoomed pass me. mon-wed: SE camp. fri: SE prac. and i was left with only one day. ONE week isn't a holiday at all. it's too short, almost non-existent. i think the minimum should be 2 weeks or how about a month? (:
sighs. i don't wanna study, i don't wanna go back to school. let us all live in our illusion and fantasy world. then life would be just nice(:
[okay. i have to face it. i shall attempt to do some chem practice and math. ] sobs. im seriously addicted to nodame. CHIAKI = TAMAKI HIROSHI <3 i wish i could play like him.
J.
Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 11:24 AM
so far i haven't found anyone who likes/enjoys senior high life. which goes to show how much it sucks. actually lessons don't end that late for me, my timetable's not horrendous or anything. i guess i just dislike the whole system and way of things. i miss being junior, miss 4L and my lovely bunch of crazy friends:D
well, im quite sure we'll still meet up and have outings! so, i'll just have to move on and look forward. besides, im starting to find great friends in my new class too. haha.
oh and i don't understand why everyone is doing tutorials even before they are taught, and going way ahead of the teachers. weird. it seems like JC1 is a year for mugging. like wth, seriously. and 1 week of school feels like 1 month.
i hope that i'll still have the time to go out and chit chat and stuff. oh i suddenly got reminded of how i posted when i first had a blog, when i was sec1. thinking back, i feel super childish and dumb. just the things i blog about and the way i say it. too bad i don't have the archives for them cos i deleted my blog before. if not i'll probably have a good laugh at all of them. haha:D
we're going to celebrate jane's birthday later in the evening! prawn fishing and stuff. lol
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE! yay! another person who becomes the same age as me=)
J.
Monday, January 18, 2010 @ 10:44 PM
sometimes i really wonder whether creating this thing called "IP - integrated program" was a wise choice, and whether i made the right decision to join it. of course not having to take o lvls is such a blessing cos you get to skip this whole section of drilling and mugging. but maybe that's what people like me need. some form of drilling? i'm so not gonna be prepared for a lvls. the start of sch/JC just totally reminded me of my fate in less than 2 years. sighs. then again, hopefully everything will turn out fine.
lessons are boring, as usual. learnt nothing. actually, im not looking forward to any subject and im not particularly interested in any of them. so these 2 years will be studying for the sake of studying, what i've actually been doing since i started schooling. okay. as you can obviously tell, once school starts, all the rants start appearing. i shall stop it.
im turning 17 tmr. i feel so freaking old. seventeen 17 is such a BIG BIG BIG number. after sweet 16, every other number is just big. like you're no longer a kid. somehow 16 is still quite kiddo. haha. i don't like it that im always one of the oldest. lol. although you can never tell from my size. =)
i dont' believe myself, but i actually look forward to cca. cos i can see all my great friends and i feel like cca will be very slack. haha. chit chat and blah blah. hopefully relaxing:D
anw, gonna have to face bio and a whole lot of econs tmr. with pe. on my birthday. HOW SAD. all the best to myself!
J.
Saturday, January 09, 2010 @ 12:34 PM
School's starting....finally.
i've been rotting away my life for the past whole week. just nothing better to do.
oh and i think im really such a great procrastinator. because i keep on telling myself to call up the music school regarding drum lessons, yet till now, i haven't. sighs. i sent an email to enquire but they're being inefficient and haven't replied me yet.
kinda looking forward to orientation and senior high life. then again, it's sorta mixed feelings cos i really dunno what to expect. well, i hope the first whole week of orientation will be fun:D and the whole getting-to-know-classmates thing.
there's 2K'07 bbq outing at mdm sau's house today. it's been quite long since i've last spoken to many of them. yep. so it's a good chance for a good catch up time.
i've been filling my life with all sorts of drama, drama from last time and drama from now. drama with all sorts of different themes. i wanna watch liar game but currently the subtitles are not working very well, i only have the video without subs. i wish i knew a thousand tongues:) haha
J.
Tuesday, January 05, 2010 @ 4:29 PM
oh man. im super duper bored these days.
i guess most people have alr started sch. school would be more interesting than rotting at home, but i also don't want lessons and stuff to start. cos once they do, i know i'll have no such break again until after a lvls. cos all my hols will be filled with homework. yeah. im really looking into the future even though i haven't even started jc. lol
boredddddd
what can i do? im totally out of ideas. been watching movies and dramas and facebooking. even been to online shopping websites. sighs. well, i can conclude that boredom leads to sleepiness though. cos im feeling sleepy all the time when i have nothing to do.
i ought to learn a new skill. but like what? speak korean, that's cool! i like scrapbooking, but that's too expensive. oh nvm. isn't much time to learn anything. only one more week left.
oh and come to think of it. im feeling extremely old. extremely extremely old. SAD. cos im turning 17 in 2 weeks. it's SEVENTEEN. freaking old. 17. it's such a big number. away from the secondary sch or sweet sixteen nonsense.
i wonder if the o lvl results are really coming out next week. haha. i really wanna know what i score for my cert which will have 2 subjects. just give me an A for chinese. anw, im not taking chinese anymore=) yay! im done done done with that subject.
just really random. the whole year's gonna repeat itself. chinese new year is coming, then more tests, exams, se concert, more crap.....christmas again! then the new year.
J.
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 @ 11:05 PM
let's see, it's been way more than a month since i last blogged. i guess those people who occasionally visit my blog have alr lost their patience and will not return again. haha
im simply lazy.
well, many things have gone by. yz camp. perth trip. year end part. christmas.
nothing super duper eventful. even if there is, it's too much to type.
so, the most current and in thing. SENIOR HIGH CLASS ALLOCATIONS.
IM IN 5C44, HOMA.
very contented since im in the same class as tesia:D YAY! i feel so blessed that we can end up in the same class, since all seems so random. shi min's the most poor thing one :( cos jane, clar and ching are in the same class and shi min's by herself. but i believe she'll be fine, since she's so sociable:D
having se camp these few days. it's more fun than normal camps. cos it's quite slack and we practise quite little. which is GOOD!
okay. im feeling lazy to care abt this alr. that's all
J.
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 11:08 PM
today was bowling and kbox with 3 fabulous friends:D tesia, clarissa and cherise(:
bowled at kallang leisure park. and i really suck at it. only my first game was good. haha. i have no stamina for it cos my hands get all tired and pain from throwing the heavy ball. so at the 3rd game, which was also our last game, my hands were dying alr and so were my scores.
kbox was fun! we sang from 2pm tp 5.30pm! haha. 3 and 1/2 hours straight! i like singing(: but my throat feels a little like dying from all the singing. i really wonder how the professionals do it. i guess they take wonder singing pills or drown themselves with honey everyday.
anyway, i've been spending way way way too much money these few days. im really going broke. i have to stop going out and stop spending money on food. i really need to give myself a budget.
i'm gonna start a brand new year with a budget for myself. a certain amount of savings to work towards and limiting my spendings. if not i'll just end up poor and the money in my bank account can never increase. the best way to stop spending is to deposit all the cash into the bank, and NOT withdraw it out. anyway, i don't like withdrawing money out once it's on the bank.
i hope this financial plan for myself will be a success.
everyone seems to be having prom now. like all the other secondary schools. and my year end party is in december. haha. quite cool luh. cos i've yet to get any dress or anything for my prom aka year end party. this gives me time to hunt for a nice one, hopefully.
the holidays seem to past so fast. i don't really have much free time. activities after activities. damn. sooner or later, i'll be saying hi to 2010, saying hi to new senior high life, jc life. and turning 17 in less than 2 months. crap. i feel old. "i am sixteen going on seventeen"
J.